The November Theory

 It’s December — my birthday month. Finally, after every storm, there comes a silence. And this time too, things have slowed down. The November Theory has always stayed consistent in my life, whether I exist in my best form or not. For years now, this theory has been a part of me. And this November… a lot happened. Not “a little,” but a lot.

For me, the November Theory has always been that one unexpected, brutal hit. This November, I lost people I loved. I lost my physical health again, and to top it off, my mental health took a hit too. But today, I finally feel a little like myself again — not completely fine, but enough to stand, to walk, to be present. November has always been hectic for me: the fear of missing out, the fear of losing loved ones, the disconnect from the things closest to me. Honestly, it sucks.

But now that the storm has calmed, there’s peace — and I like this phase. Hopefully, in a few days, I’ll start flying again. There really is something about this November Theory… something strange and real.

Yet the best part is that I got time — while lying on a hospital bed — to edit two of my old mono-acts. I even posted one of them on YouTube. If you want to check it out, you’ll find the link in my Instagram bio.