Esc

I don't know dealing with things, and even with those which are emotionally functioned. I've been waking up fucked up every morning, and have been getting daily arguments with my so so fucking family. I don't know where to go? I am involved in emotional attachments, one-sided emotional attachments, the amount of efforts am pushing, not getting the same kinda fucking efforts from that side, but my friend Friendship is Effortless na? It means, it's something more than friendship which I've been feeling? Kaisa insaan hu mai yr, Shehh! Can't express, can't suppress. Behnchodd! I just wanna escape out from this so so fucking world. I've not been doing anything else, but fucking my mental piece only. I hate trusting people now. I hate them too. My trust comes with formula which is summation of EFFORTS  +   APNAPANN, but why can't I recieve same from the people in the mirror. In the mirror? Yup! I see those closely people of mine in mirror, they're nothing but are the reflections of my thoughts, whatever I used to think about them. 

Khair! Escap'in Escap'in!